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I have decided to continue writing this blog as it has definitely helped me but now is time to write with an audience of one, just me. I...
unwillingcarer
Jun 9, 20222 min read
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Letting off steam.
This care malarkey is such a rollercoaster. Just when I felt safe and calm as I hardly had to deal with my dad any more, sh*t happens. He...
unwillingcarer
May 24, 20223 min read
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The fear is still real.
a`zdxs`A ... My little dog thought he'd start off my blog post today. He obviously feels I need a bit of help today. He's sitting here...
unwillingcarer
May 14, 20223 min read
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Bumpity bump
Oh dear, I fell in the kitchen yesterday. Seem to be in the wars at the moment. The huge bruise has almost disappeared from a solid,...
unwillingcarer
May 9, 20222 min read
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A therapist's touch
Hmmm, I wonder what you think about that? As a play therapist, the only time I would touch a child client was if they asked me to; I...
unwillingcarer
May 5, 20223 min read
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Unfeeling
Early on in my therapy outdoors, I was telling the therapist what my home life was like. She stopped me and said I was telling her...
unwillingcarer
May 5, 20224 min read
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Decisions decisions
"When all you know is the darkest side of human nature, you start to find the darkness in yourself. And that's a scary thing."* This is a...
unwillingcarer
Apr 30, 20222 min read
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House guests
Our lodgers have now moved in and will be staying here for the next two years. It got me thinking about the various folk who have stayed...
unwillingcarer
Apr 25, 20227 min read
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A note about the old man.
Well, for a start - he is growing a beard as he is too lazy or does not have the oomph to shave anymore. Neighbours have expressed their...
unwillingcarer
Apr 18, 20222 min read
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When grief creeps up on you.
We have had a hectic time in our home recently. Chores we would have slowly partaken of during the next two or three years have had to be...
unwillingcarer
Apr 18, 20223 min read
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Out of sorts
For me, that usually relates to me being triggered. It has been that kind of week. So I thought I would sit here and type this before I...
unwillingcarer
Apr 1, 20224 min read
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Picture this....
Tis a dark, miserable, wet night. The moon in the sky is smothered by dark grey rain clouds. The empty road meanders between the seashore...
unwillingcarer
Mar 26, 20226 min read
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Going with the flow.
I have not felt like writing for a while. Not a problem, I suppose I have not had the need to purge my soul of my troubles and let it all...
unwillingcarer
Mar 26, 20223 min read
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Charming!
Been home 24 hours and he's already starting on me. I walked in with a cup of tea for him and he said 'what do you want?' I sarcastically...
unwillingcarer
Mar 17, 20221 min read
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Back home...
Had a lovely holiday. Rested. Relaxed. New experiences. Old bugbears released (hopefully). And now I am home in my familiar surroundings...
unwillingcarer
Mar 16, 20223 min read
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I cannae believe it!
Some good news for little ol' me in this world of turmoil and apprehension. My husband and I are off to bonnie Scotland for two weeks...
unwillingcarer
Mar 3, 20223 min read
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We all have a story to tell.
It has taken me a long time to begin telling my story and I am still hesitant about it. So many reasons why. But others have told me to...
unwillingcarer
Feb 26, 20223 min read
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Do you ever have one of THOSE mornings...
where you just want to go back to bed and get out again to restart the day? This is how today started: Shower ( bonus!) Bin day - so last...
unwillingcarer
Feb 24, 20223 min read
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A big relief.
A neighbour recommended a private carer to me so she has just had a week working with dad each morning. And he wants her to continue....
unwillingcarer
Feb 20, 20222 min read
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What did your last slave die of?
One of my husband's sayings that I hear especially on his days off when I give him a few jobs to do. Now everytime my dad shouts for me,...
unwillingcarer
Feb 17, 20222 min read
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