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Through the eyes of a child.
After yesterday, when I really felt like I was on the fairground ride called 'Spinning cups' and was so desperate to get my feet on solid...
unwillingcarer
Feb 15, 20225 min read
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I am very close to succumbing to hysteria.
[Maybe a bit dramatic but some days just get you d-o-w-n.] May I just step off our beloved Mother Earth for a moment please? Today's...
unwillingcarer
Feb 14, 20222 min read
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You know, sometimes....
Breathe, just breathe. Just need to check I have had my blood pressure tablet today. I know my heart is racing. Definitely a time that I...
unwillingcarer
Feb 14, 20223 min read
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Good to have a sit down.
Do you ever feel that you wake up and as soon as you get out of bed, you step on a treadmill that is going faster than you can manage....
unwillingcarer
Feb 12, 20221 min read
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The mask
Our play therapy training was a mixture of experiential, theoretic and practical activities. One of the training sessions during our...
unwillingcarer
Feb 8, 20225 min read
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What a day!
Five strangers visited our house today. They were all booked into my diary so I knew they were coming but was not sure of definite times....
unwillingcarer
Feb 8, 20222 min read
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Just too much for me.
This morning was always going to be difficult. Two issues. Firstly, I had to care for my dad myself as those wonderful carers would not...
unwillingcarer
Feb 7, 20223 min read
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A safe space.
Everyone should have such a space. I knew all about the importance of safe spaces because I had learnt about them on my play therapy...
unwillingcarer
Feb 6, 20224 min read
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oops!
You know you're exhausted and spiralling when... You completely forget to organise his nightly meds. [Was sure I had done it, must have...
unwillingcarer
Feb 5, 20222 min read
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Lightbulb moment.
This post relates to the previous post with the therapeutic story. I guess you know by now that my thoughts bounce around haphazardly....
unwillingcarer
Feb 4, 20224 min read
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The puppy that squeaked like a mouse.
[This is a therapeutic story I wrote during my first year of training to become a play therapist. I am posting it as yesterday (almost...
unwillingcarer
Feb 4, 20224 min read
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Turning off the tap
The analogy of turning a tap on or off came to mind when thinking about my emotional state during the past week. There is so much going...
unwillingcarer
Feb 3, 20223 min read
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The dark rings are back.
Third day home and feel like I have not been away. I accidentally took a photo of myself whilst at the lakeside the other day. I pressed...
unwillingcarer
Jan 27, 20223 min read
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A shift.
We went away for a much-needed rest last weekend. I had chosen a scenic, tranquil place up North that encompasses the water and vast...
unwillingcarer
Jan 26, 20224 min read
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His views on Women.
This topic has come to the forefront of my mind as my dad's caseworker brought it up the other day. He has had both male and female...
unwillingcarer
Jan 20, 20223 min read
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Man's inhumanity to man. (Part 2)
I watched and closely followed my Mum's way of interacting with others. Her way seemed the right way to me and may I even say her way...
unwillingcarer
Jan 19, 20224 min read
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Man's inhumanity to man. (Part 1)
Huge topic, I know but my observations of this started when I was four years old. There are two strands to this post. I noticed how...
unwillingcarer
Jan 19, 20225 min read
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Keep quiet.
'Don't tell anyone anything that happens in our home or within the family.' My Mum drilled this into me from a very young age. The...
unwillingcarer
Jan 18, 20225 min read
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A definite need to decompress.
Phew, my husband has at last tested negative for Covid-19. What a relief! I have been so worried about him this past week. It is the...
unwillingcarer
Jan 17, 20224 min read
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Look for the helpers*
It has been a difficult few weeks and at times, I have had no energy, no sleep and no time for me. So what has kept me going? Well...
unwillingcarer
Jan 15, 20222 min read
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